Post another quote In a picture on your wall
The world will think you're wise with words so deep and tall
If you really lived by all that
You could rise above it all but you won't.
Sitting here 1,000 miles away
You'd think I'd have even less
Attention to pay to my losses
My only job is making sure baby girl flosses
So who am I to have so much to say?
The hurt is the same sort I've never done without
Without a clue as to what to do
Take my best attempt to count
my blessings now
Wanna make it better but don't know how
Always wondering why, what if could have been
Here I am, it's me again
I know I'm not the only one who got screwed in this.
What I don't know how to handle is this bitterness
Bad taste in my mouth is getting old
Nobody would wanna read the story so far told
Just oblige me now and see yourself for what you are
I preferred the drunk you were back then,
Just wanna take you to a bar
Retrieve the lesser of two evils.
What's your current choice of drug
to keep the vacancy filled
Your heart's not the same
Worried about you, Did you even think about the pain
You send us all.
Swung, but missed the ball,
The loss on you.
For the many blame the few.
I have tried,
To put you out of sight and out of mind
All your lies, have left you better off than me
Just can't believe,
Up to my ears in shit, you still end up ahead of me.
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ReplyDeleteI see you haven't changed your view.
DeleteStill think that everything revolves around Drew,
You're wrong if you think I wrote that about you,
It's about my Mom.
But if you flip through this blog,
page by page,
You'd find a lot of subject matter
regarding the days,
when we were whatever it was.
Now that all is said and done,
I can say honestly,
That I don't miss you anymore.
For way to long, I held open the door
To let you back in,
Because I didn't know where to begin,
Without you in my life.
So I thought about you day and night,
and the truth revealed itself to me.
It's amazing all the things in hindsight seen.
With real perspective my vision now perfectly clear.
I'm better off without you near,
I must have been on too many drugs back then.
Don't even know where to begin
On all my issues that stem from things you've said to me.
So if you really want me to believe
after one phone call that you've actually changed
You must know I'd have to be deranged
To buy what you've told me repeatedly.
Whatever it is that you then couldn't see in me
Is too different now for you to appreciate.
At any rate, I'm not sorry you showed up late,
With the words I once longed to hear.
Healing begin? I'm already healed,
I've long moved on,
You'll do the same before long
Then the past can be the past.
Until then you can bet your ass
I post shit on here written about you.
I can see how you could get confused,
I've had a lot of people let me down.
Just like you're dumb ass.
Next time you wanna know what I'm writing about
Just ask.
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