In My Defense

I'm really proud of myself.... I have to say it.

I haven't done a lot of things lately that I"m proud of so I'm going to give myself some props.....

Also I'm going to explain a few things.

For the most part, what I write makes me sound like a mean, vindictive, ungrateful and miserable person.  Let me be clear....I don't give a crap.  (very eloquent aren't I?) I'm writing this to head anyone off at the pass who thinks they are going to tell me I shouldn't be airing my dirty laundry or talking so badly about my mother, and anyone else for that matter, on the internet.   Since I don't have the time, money or desire for that matter to go see a therapist...this is how I'm handling my anger.  Do I feel guilty?  If you knew my Mother you wouldn't have to ask me that question...besides, I'm not saying anything that isn't already an established and well known truth and on top of that my Mom checked out years ago.  To clarify: When I say she checked out I say it loosely because in order to check out you have to be checked in which she never really has been to my knowledge, and since her chosen quality of life is about as great as a vegetable I don't think I'm hurting anything by saying what I need to say to move on myself.  

I swear...nobody can inspire run on sentences and rants for me like Good Ole Mom.  So...if you think I'm being mean and want to let me know...go ahead and waste your breathe.  If you also have a Mom who doesn't deserve the title and want to chat about it, feel free to message me.  I love a good bashing session as much as the next neglected child.  

Just had to say it...

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