Shoulda known it would all come crashing down
Can't find anyone to trust,
It's like Karma is laughing at me in surround sound
And I'm about ready to leave this life and try again in another
But These two little girls they need their Mother...
Surely I can do better than the shit I'm in
Haven't I suffered enough for my sins at least for now
Want to make it better but just don't know how
Or where to begin.
I've designed the hell I'm living in
But it doesn't make it any easy to cope
Doesn't matter if I'm at the end of my rope
It'll just have to fray
One too many in a series of bad days
When I think it's almost over the record just skips
Then keeps skipping for the sake of torture
Mommy needs a day off but there's not one for her
At least not any time soon
Before long she'll vacation in a white padded room
Strapped down so not to hurt herself while she goes crazy
People so cruel it doesn't cease to amaze me
Emotions past shaken, my soul's core is just rocked
And I'm the idiot who Left the dock without my paddle
NowI'm up shit creek fighting an upstream battle
And the scenery's not worth it to say the least.
Every time I try to say my piece
I just end up in tears.
I hate myself, after all these years
After all I've been through and all the work I've done.
The things I have to show are practically none
Found myself back at square one
And I don't know how much farther I can go.
I know you have to reap what you sow but this is a little extreme.
Pinch myself but it's not a bad dream from which to wake up
Staring at this half empty cup
With no idea how to fill it up
Water won't just become wine.
With sanity and so much more on the line
And if you ask , I'll probably say I'm fine
But you shouldn't believe me, it's bullshit for sure
Seriously, how much more can I endure
Before I just call it a loss
Apparently happy's the prize of a fixed quarter coin toss
And now I'm just the fool
Obviously not the exception to the rule,
Yeah, life's fuckin' tough...
Tap me out I've had enough.
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