All the Lies

All right,

about now, 

Again, with the same old shit.

I know most of ya'll are more 

Than likely sick of hearing it.

"Who does this chick think she is, unfriend her because she's so sad"

My emotions are too much for you,

Oops my bad,

How do you think I feel with the burden 

All on my own.  

And you can't even pick up the damn phone, 

Just ignore me all out and altogether. 

Ran away with the friends and the Sunny Weather, 

Gray sky, it breaks her heart.  

It breaks her spirit,

She's broken down now,

This is the part ,

where a light should shine down,

Divine intervention,

6 and two white,

All tapped out.  

No, not that stuff of games.  

Help remembering the pieces still fit

Not that I wouldn't like to forget,

But the parts I forget aren't the ones that haunt me now.  

I want to forget that bastard,

You tell me how,

And I won't stop until it's in the bag.  

Another guy after the heart of my own Dad,

Lie and Leave and let her cry.  

Nobody stands by my side, 

Even though I'm growing to weak

And starting to shake.  

The pain of a thousand seizures 

I'd easily take to not feel your affect on me. 

Better to have never loved at all,

Than to have believed all the lies you told me.