It’s just another day alone.
Another night sitting at home,
Holding my phone, but it’s only good for games…
And finding out when the weather will change.
Nobody cares to call.
The only reason I have anyone at all is because they feel sorry
for me.
Wish my mind would set me free,
Wish I could free my mind.
Falling behind in every way there is.
The only reason I put up with all this shit,
Is to do right by these two little kids,
Who love their Mommy probably more than she deserves.
If it weren’t for them I’d never be seen or heard,
Prolonged bouts of silence make me doubt what goes on in my head.
Don’t even want to go to bed,
Siezing up from toe to head,
Gasping drenched in sweat and tears,
Crying out for no one to hear
SAVE ME FROM MYSELF!
You’re abandoning the girl who has NO ONE ELSE!
To go out with the guy who lives across your hall.
Why the hell do you pretend to care at all?
Better yet, why not invite me along?
Haven’t left the house enough lately to know the world still
exists.
Forgotten all the things that I missed.
I miss you, Tell you I need you…
Just to get dissed,
And I let you do it perpetually.
Even I’m abusing me.
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