Shout Out

Throw the hard balls my way,
Felt life slap me in the face
Took fast another swing.
Make a fundamental change,
Don't want things to stay the same,
My current strategy seems to be weak.
Not quite a blow out,
But this sure and slow leak
Will bring me down eventually.
Constantly stopping to search for air.
If I'm doing something wrong,
Please make me aware,
Cuz I'm clueless at best for the moment.
I'm grateful,
Though I know I always haven't shown it,
There's a lot about me you will never know.
It's a balancing game,
As I sway to and fro
Waiver not when it all comes to a head.
Some things are better left unsaid.
Some direction would help me find my way,
Figure this out in good time.
Beat up by this life of mine.