Going It Alone

So this is me going it alone.

Doing what needs to be done.
Fought and scratched my whole life through
Lost some but i won some too
But never thought I'd be so alone.
1000 miles away from home
But way too close to crazy
Fight it till it breaks me.

Go ahead, Eat your heart out... Have mine too.
It beats but I've no use for it.
Are you calling me a hypocrite,
Well then, youre a self righteous cunt.
Take a step inside my shoes
And feel the walls closing in
Chest spasming getting tight
Till you can't sleep at night
Now you don't eat either.
This isn't anything like a leave it to beaver life.

But instead, you selfish bitch
You should mine your p's and q's
So long as you know that i do what i do with no regard for you
You must have a mad high fever
Or have have you been crazy you're whole life through.

And what do you're expect me to do
Hard to get something from nothing.
The sound of your words starts to make my ears ring
And like you it will persist
In case you don't get the gist of what i say.
Get out of my face...