And I would probably agree.
Tried to make the best of it,
But it stole the best of me.
The doubt was always there inside,
It grew from just a tiny seed.
Now there's nowhere left to hide
From these demons following me.
The reason for what I've become
The path I've walked that lead me here
For all the things I've said and done
To show for it I've only tears.
Afraid to take a set forward
Just to take two back to a negative one
I come undone,
And envy those kinds of hopefully naive,
Promise Sparkling in their eyes.
Til naive meets its demise
And their world crashes down,
all thanks to deceit and lies.
Haven't ever felt normal
Although I've tried
People see through my disguise
Don't understand me?
I'm not surprised at all.
Just like I'm not surprised when no one calls
At least there's nobody to hear me cry.
The good news is that I'm one of a kind,
The bad, the lonliness I always find
Creeping in on me, the silence can be deafening.
Put the Beatles on and "Let it Be"
Get lost in music where I belong
Leave the thoughts on life to the world in a song,
Pieces of paper to be thrown away.
Yet I keep writing,
Page after page...
Dreaming that eventually,
Someone someday will hear all the things I have to say.
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