Turning Point

Here I am again, 
The Silence closing in on me.
Unsure of who I'm sposed to be.
Thoughts swirl 'round uselessly,
And I can't stand the scars.
What am I supposed to do,
When I thought I was in love with you,
But don't know who you are.

I don't believe my ears.
Like I was walking around eyes shut.
Now I'm pushing back tears.
Knowing what to do is hard,
While I'd like to follow my gut,
It's not the one in charge.

Turning point,
Point me in the right direction.
Did he course change,
Or was it me that lost my way?
North or South,
Every course holds doubts for me.
It's hard to believe what you can't see,
So I'll wander around aimlessly,
Til the day I find the right way.