Sick

It's too much to bear

Trapped in this I'm alone

When my body and soul,

They just can't get along.

Feel so alive

Not like it's time to die

Holding on.

So be strong they say,

Soon as they walk away

I know it's harder done than said

Cry alone from my hospital bed

Can't even keep the hair on my head,

Falls out,

An I have more doubts than hope.

Need some other mechanism to cope,

So I write.

Hard pretending I'm alright.