In My Heart I Know

There are days I wake up chest aching,
Feeling like I can't breathe.
And there are night when sadness creeps into my dreams.
Why is it still here?
Strong after so much time.
Time heals all wounds,
All wounds but mine.  

With you taking up all the space in my head,
I feel lost and scrambled.
Wish I was able to erase it all away.  
But I still feel cheated like you were mine.  

How did I get here?
Lost myself, lost my soul.
And it's just like me...
To let somebody take it all away.
Please take me away

I spend my days looking up trying to see the light.
Running in circles, fighting this eternal fight...
Eternally.
It never ends for me.

So what have I become now,
If I already didn't know,
Who I was without you here?
And it was my instinct to hold on
To the one things I hoped would never leave.
Which further drew you away.

When does a suited match
Not an equal a pair?
What a cruel world.
Not like I expected life 
Always would be fair.
All this pain in me is
A sitting burden on my soul.  

What I see in you,
Man,
I need to let go
Before it ends me.  
But what am I to do 
If you keep subconsciously entering.
Pray for another all consuming love to fill the space.
Assuming my heart is still intact in the first place.