Hopeless

Perpetual rain falls from the windows to my soul

Caused by demons deep within.

My anguish is of my own design

But it tears through me all the same.

Heart, Soul, Mind

All Confused and Intertwined.

Wishing I could dance back through time

Wishing my stars were all aligned.

But it’s hopeless.

Happiness found is now happiness lost

In a name, a face, a heart I hold so dear.

My good thing, something I thought I did so right.

Is now but a smile from time to time.

I’m lost because that person no longer mine

And it tears through me all the same.

Heart, Soul, Mind

All Confused and Intertwined.

Wishing I could dance back through time

Wishing my stars were all aligned.

But it’s hopeless.

Train goes by, sun shines outside

Consistency thrives only in the worthless detail.

It’s dark in my room, in my world

What matters most is for me to destroy.

And it tears through me all the same.

Heart, Soul, Mind

All confused and intertwined

Wishing I could dance back through time

Wishing my stars were all aligned.

But I’m hopeless.